1 00:01:21,081 --> 00:01:23,209 I have to babysit tomorrow. 2 00:01:23,292 --> 00:01:26,962 I hope she cancels, I hate that baby, he's so fat. 3 00:01:27,046 --> 00:01:29,882 He's really hard to carry and it makes my wrists swell up. 4 00:01:29,965 --> 00:01:32,760 They live on the third floor and I have to carry this fat baby. 5 00:01:32,843 --> 00:01:34,094 Have you seen Max? 6 00:01:35,095 --> 00:01:36,096 Yeah, he's here. 7 00:01:36,180 --> 00:01:38,182 He weighs like 25 pounds already. 8 00:01:38,265 --> 00:01:41,977 And this mom keeps nagging, "How's the baby? How's the baby?" 9 00:01:42,061 --> 00:01:44,188 How's the baby? He's fat! 10 00:01:44,271 --> 00:01:47,483 So he started choking Daria. It was terrifying. 11 00:01:47,566 --> 00:01:49,777 And Nadav was k-holing bad, 12 00:01:49,860 --> 00:01:53,489 so he was like unable to connect emotionally to the situation. 13 00:01:53,572 --> 00:01:56,116 Like he was really high, but his "inner Nadav" 14 00:01:56,200 --> 00:01:58,494 registered that he was supposed to react, 15 00:01:58,577 --> 00:02:01,247 so he just shoved him off of Daria. 16 00:02:01,330 --> 00:02:02,957 Danny, don't you want a drink? 17 00:02:03,040 --> 00:02:05,084 No thanks, I'm pregnant. 18 00:02:07,044 --> 00:02:08,379 Seriously? 19 00:02:08,462 --> 00:02:10,881 Yeah, I took a test today and I'm pregnant. 20 00:02:11,298 --> 00:02:15,010 What, but like, are you okay? Do you know what you want to do? 21 00:02:15,094 --> 00:02:17,304 Yes. It's all good. 22 00:02:17,388 --> 00:02:18,931 Chill out. What's your deal? 23 00:02:19,014 --> 00:02:21,892 Should I bring you a chair or something to sit on? 24 00:02:21,976 --> 00:02:24,854 It's all good. I'll get an abortion sometime this week. 25 00:02:25,855 --> 00:02:28,816 Listen, I was also pregnant once, it's not a huge deal. 26 00:02:28,899 --> 00:02:30,192 What? You never told me. 27 00:02:30,276 --> 00:02:33,654 Yeah. Listen, don't take the pills. I mean, you can, but you shouldn't. 28 00:02:33,737 --> 00:02:38,200 One day I felt like shit, so I went to get a pregnancy test. 29 00:02:38,284 --> 00:02:41,412 Although I figured there's zero chance, 'cause of my polycystic ovaries. 30 00:02:41,495 --> 00:02:45,457 I woke up with the strongest craving for bread and butter. 31 00:02:45,541 --> 00:02:49,253 And I'm walking around dizzy and exhausted, 32 00:02:49,336 --> 00:02:51,922 but I never thought it could be that. 33 00:02:52,006 --> 00:02:55,175 And then, when it was positive, I was super confused 34 00:02:55,259 --> 00:02:56,886 and my boyfriend wanted to keep it. 35 00:02:56,969 --> 00:02:59,513 And I'm like, in theory I want it too, someday. 36 00:02:59,597 --> 00:03:01,974 But oh my god, not now! Like, help! 37 00:03:02,057 --> 00:03:05,269 Then again, if there's already a baby, maybe like, yes? 38 00:03:05,352 --> 00:03:07,872 So the next day I called up a gynecologist in private practice... 39 00:03:07,938 --> 00:03:10,566 Otherwise, you won't get an appointment before your kid's eight. 40 00:03:10,649 --> 00:03:13,360 So he examined me, did an ultrasound, 41 00:03:13,444 --> 00:03:15,988 told me I was at week seven and you can see the fetus. 42 00:03:16,071 --> 00:03:18,157 I mean, at seven weeks you can't see arms or legs, 43 00:03:18,240 --> 00:03:21,452 but you can see that bean shape, like it becomes real. 44 00:03:21,535 --> 00:03:25,706 Then I had to face a panel, three people behind a desk, 45 00:03:25,789 --> 00:03:28,334 in a tiny room, like a parent-teacher meeting. 46 00:03:28,417 --> 00:03:33,130 So, the social worker's job is to see if you really want to abort 47 00:03:33,213 --> 00:03:35,424 or if someone's pressuring you, see what the deal is. 48 00:03:35,507 --> 00:03:38,427 She read my case thoroughly, asked a million questions, 49 00:03:38,510 --> 00:03:40,387 it was irritating as hell. 50 00:03:40,471 --> 00:03:43,974 There were two old lady doctors, they were cool. 51 00:03:44,058 --> 00:03:47,645 Anyways, they're like, "Congrats! You're next in line for an abortion!" 52 00:03:47,728 --> 00:03:49,688 I took the first pill. All good. 53 00:03:49,772 --> 00:03:52,232 Three days later, I was gonna take the second pill. 54 00:03:52,316 --> 00:03:55,110 I sat there at the clinic for like two hours, 55 00:03:55,194 --> 00:03:59,114 really wanting it to happen already, but also dreading it. 56 00:03:59,198 --> 00:04:03,577 There's morning shows on TV, and I'm listening and not listening, 57 00:04:03,661 --> 00:04:06,163 like I hear it but I'm tuning everything out. 58 00:04:06,246 --> 00:04:09,124 Then I'm inside the ward, they give me the pill, 59 00:04:09,208 --> 00:04:13,087 then the cramps, they're like PMS but way, way worse. 60 00:04:13,170 --> 00:04:16,382 I curled up for like 3 hours, it was awful. 61 00:04:16,465 --> 00:04:17,925 And then you start bleeding. 62 00:04:18,008 --> 00:04:21,136 They give you a giant maxi pad you change every 15 minutes. 63 00:04:21,220 --> 00:04:23,639 At some point I just squatted over the toilet 64 00:04:23,722 --> 00:04:25,057 and let it flow. 65 00:04:25,140 --> 00:04:28,060 Although, after the second pill... 66 00:04:29,436 --> 00:04:31,981 you stop feeling nauseous, or dizzy, yeah? 67 00:04:32,064 --> 00:04:34,650 Then you bleed, like normal period style, for 3 weeks. 68 00:04:34,733 --> 00:04:37,111 There's also curettage, which involves anesthesia. 69 00:04:37,194 --> 00:04:40,406 But you show up, go under and it's done all at once, got it? 70 00:04:40,489 --> 00:04:42,366 In the moment, it seems terrifying, 71 00:04:42,449 --> 00:04:45,577 but looking back it's all chill. I mostly remember the physical pain, 72 00:04:45,661 --> 00:04:49,581 feeling really sick, like I need a tumor removed. 73 00:04:49,665 --> 00:04:51,834 And I was really sick! 74 00:04:51,917 --> 00:04:54,878 I was bedridden, all nauseous and puking. 75 00:04:54,962 --> 00:04:56,588 Anyways, you can talk to me. 76 00:04:56,672 --> 00:04:59,591 I got it done at Ramat Aviv Mall, third floor. 77 00:04:59,675 --> 00:05:01,510 At the mall, amazing. 78 00:05:01,593 --> 00:05:04,388 I'm off to get an abortion, anyone need anything? 79 00:05:04,471 --> 00:05:07,141 When did this happen? Was it a while ago? 80 00:05:07,224 --> 00:05:09,977 She would've been about a year old by now. 81 00:05:10,060 --> 00:05:11,770 I don't know why I said "she." 82 00:05:11,854 --> 00:05:13,480 Okay. Thanks, babe. 83 00:05:13,564 --> 00:05:16,859 I'm gonna look for Max. See you. 84 00:05:40,758 --> 00:05:42,634 How's it going, Noa? 85 00:05:42,718 --> 00:05:44,553 Give me a hug. 86 00:05:57,775 --> 00:05:59,193 Have you seen Max? 87 00:05:59,276 --> 00:06:00,694 Who is Max? 88 00:06:01,695 --> 00:06:02,780 Noa! 89 00:06:08,619 --> 00:06:09,619 Noa! 90 00:06:11,872 --> 00:06:12,956 Wait here. 91 00:06:13,040 --> 00:06:14,333 I love you. 92 00:06:14,416 --> 00:06:15,626 Wait here, okay? 93 00:06:24,009 --> 00:06:25,511 Danny! Come in! 94 00:06:26,512 --> 00:06:27,679 Honey, wanna do a line? 95 00:06:27,763 --> 00:06:30,599 We're just hiding here. I don't have enough to share. 96 00:06:30,682 --> 00:06:32,810 - Wanna do a line? It's CK. - No, thanks. 97 00:06:32,893 --> 00:06:35,896 - Have you seen Max? - I think so. 98 00:06:35,979 --> 00:06:37,606 You want in? We're just about to order. 99 00:06:37,689 --> 00:06:40,192 - You got a 100? - No. Where have you seen him? 100 00:06:40,275 --> 00:06:42,545 Not sure, it was a while ago. How about 50? You can do 50. 101 00:06:42,569 --> 00:06:44,071 - You can do 50. - I'm cool with that. 102 00:06:44,154 --> 00:06:45,030 No, no thanks. 103 00:06:45,114 --> 00:06:48,325 So, I was stalking I do on his Netflix account 104 00:06:48,408 --> 00:06:49,618 after we broke up. 105 00:06:49,701 --> 00:06:52,913 I called him, and said "Have you seen the new Noah Baumbach? 106 00:06:52,996 --> 00:06:54,790 Why did you stop after 88 minutes?" 107 00:06:54,873 --> 00:06:56,959 and he was like, "What? Because I got bored." 108 00:06:57,042 --> 00:07:01,421 So I was like, "Why did it take you 88 minutes to figure that out?" 109 00:07:01,505 --> 00:07:04,591 Hi. Can I join you guys for 50? 110 00:07:04,675 --> 00:07:06,135 - Of course. - Sure, no problem. 111 00:07:18,063 --> 00:07:19,064 Danny... 112 00:07:20,065 --> 00:07:21,900 - Are you okay? - Yes, of course. 113 00:07:21,984 --> 00:07:24,069 - Are you sure? - Yeah, yeah. 114 00:07:24,153 --> 00:07:26,697 - Do you need any help with anything? - No, it's all good. 115 00:07:26,780 --> 00:07:29,241 - Let me know if you need anything. - Totally. 116 00:07:29,324 --> 00:07:30,868 - For real though. - Thank you. 117 00:07:32,786 --> 00:07:35,664 Do you hate me? You hate me? You hate me? 118 00:07:35,747 --> 00:07:38,125 I am my mama's son, my mama's son 119 00:07:38,208 --> 00:07:41,128 I ate off her plate and now she hates me 120 00:07:41,211 --> 00:07:43,255 She hates me, she hates me 121 00:07:43,338 --> 00:07:45,257 She hates me, she hates me 122 00:07:45,340 --> 00:07:47,301 She hates me, she hates me 123 00:07:47,384 --> 00:07:49,261 She hates me, she hates me 124 00:07:49,344 --> 00:07:51,305 She hates me, she hates me 125 00:07:51,388 --> 00:07:53,765 And I broke the nose of her statue 126 00:07:53,849 --> 00:07:55,225 Her statue, now it's broken 127 00:07:55,309 --> 00:07:59,146 Now you're crying, I lied, I lied, I lied, I lied 128 00:07:59,229 --> 00:08:02,191 I told a joke, and now you're crying 129 00:08:02,274 --> 00:08:03,734 And now you're crying 130 00:08:03,817 --> 00:08:06,695 and now you're crying, And now you're crying 131 00:08:06,778 --> 00:08:07,863 And now you're crying! 132 00:08:07,946 --> 00:08:09,281 I eat, masturbate and sleep 133 00:08:09,364 --> 00:08:11,366 You didn't say no, you didn't say yes 134 00:08:11,450 --> 00:08:12,784 And now you're crying 135 00:08:12,868 --> 00:08:14,077 And now you're crying 136 00:08:14,161 --> 00:08:16,747 My mama's son, I'm a son of a bitch 137 00:08:16,830 --> 00:08:19,416 And now you're crying, and now you're crying 138 00:08:19,499 --> 00:08:22,127 I've lent and repented and apologized 139 00:08:22,211 --> 00:08:23,837 And now you're crying 140 00:08:23,921 --> 00:08:25,841 I talked trash about you, and walked all over you 141 00:08:25,923 --> 00:08:28,133 Watched your struggle and did nothing 142 00:08:28,217 --> 00:08:30,260 And you apologized, and I didn't accept it 143 00:08:30,344 --> 00:08:33,472 I projected, projected, shamed you, and wrote you a song 144 00:08:33,555 --> 00:08:35,974 I'm a fat white rich boy 145 00:08:36,058 --> 00:08:37,976 A fat white rich boy 146 00:08:38,060 --> 00:08:39,811 I shamed you and wrote you a song 147 00:08:39,895 --> 00:08:42,564 I'm a fat white rich boy 148 00:08:42,648 --> 00:08:46,568 A fat white rich boy, a fat white rich boy 149 00:08:46,652 --> 00:08:48,695 I shamed you, and wrote you a song 150 00:08:48,779 --> 00:08:51,573 I'm a white boy, fat and rich 151 00:08:51,657 --> 00:08:53,909 A fat white rich boy 152 00:08:53,992 --> 00:08:56,745 I shamed you, and wrote you a song 153 00:08:56,828 --> 00:08:58,830 I'm a white boy 154 00:08:58,914 --> 00:09:00,457 Fat and rich 155 00:09:00,540 --> 00:09:03,418 I shamed you and wrote you a song 156 00:09:03,502 --> 00:09:05,587 A fat white rich boy 157 00:09:05,671 --> 00:09:07,256 Fat white rich boy 158 00:09:07,339 --> 00:09:10,050 I shamed you, and wrote you a song 159 00:09:10,133 --> 00:09:11,718 A fat white rich boy 160 00:09:11,802 --> 00:09:14,304 A fat white rich boy 161 00:09:14,388 --> 00:09:17,307 I shamed you, and wrote you a song... 162 00:09:28,735 --> 00:09:31,446 Danny, how's it going? 163 00:09:31,530 --> 00:09:33,824 - Do you know Avishag? - Hey, what's up? 164 00:09:33,907 --> 00:09:35,867 Yeah, we met briefly. 165 00:09:35,951 --> 00:09:38,328 - How are you? - I'm good. 166 00:09:38,412 --> 00:09:42,249 - Max, could I borrow you real quick? - Yeah, sure. 167 00:09:49,840 --> 00:09:52,217 - What's up? - All good. 168 00:09:55,554 --> 00:09:57,472 Are you two together? I had no idea. 169 00:09:57,556 --> 00:10:00,684 No, we're not together. Not really. 170 00:10:00,767 --> 00:10:03,895 We've been liking each other's posts on Instagram for a while, 171 00:10:03,979 --> 00:10:06,815 and then we randomly ran into each other here and vibed. 172 00:10:08,025 --> 00:10:10,110 - Let's see what happens. - Cool. 173 00:10:10,193 --> 00:10:13,864 - She seems great. - Yeah. we'll see what happens. 174 00:10:15,782 --> 00:10:18,910 - Did you just get here? - Yeah, not too long ago. 175 00:10:20,495 --> 00:10:22,789 On my way over, I saw a dying butterfly on the sidewalk, 176 00:10:22,873 --> 00:10:26,251 And I thought, how come we don't call the vet? 177 00:10:26,335 --> 00:10:29,963 Why would we call for a dying horse, but not a butterfly? 178 00:10:30,047 --> 00:10:33,467 Like who decides which animal matters more? 179 00:10:33,550 --> 00:10:35,427 I'm not following. 180 00:10:35,510 --> 00:10:38,847 - Never mind, it's stupid. - Okay. 181 00:10:38,930 --> 00:10:40,140 Okay. 182 00:10:41,433 --> 00:10:46,188 - So, is it going well for you two? - I told you, it just started. 183 00:10:47,439 --> 00:10:49,191 But it feels good. 184 00:10:49,274 --> 00:10:52,444 We were talking about driving to Sinai for the weekend. 185 00:10:52,527 --> 00:10:53,987 We'll probably do that. 186 00:10:54,071 --> 00:10:57,240 What? Already? You'll kill the relationship. 187 00:10:57,324 --> 00:10:58,760 A relationship needs to build slowly, 188 00:10:58,784 --> 00:11:00,494 like a campfire, first you feed it twigs. 189 00:11:00,577 --> 00:11:03,038 If you throw in a log it'll smother it. 190 00:11:04,039 --> 00:11:06,124 But we've already thrown in a log. 191 00:11:06,208 --> 00:11:08,418 We said things like, 192 00:11:08,502 --> 00:11:11,588 "I feel like I've known you my entire life." 193 00:11:13,382 --> 00:11:14,466 It's different. 194 00:11:14,549 --> 00:11:17,177 There's saying things and there's going to Sinai. 195 00:11:17,260 --> 00:11:18,804 Listen, once, I was in Berlin, 196 00:11:18,887 --> 00:11:21,598 and went to pick up my friend for a night out. 197 00:11:21,681 --> 00:11:25,227 And I'm walking, when suddenly someone shouts, "Shiny shoes!" 198 00:11:25,310 --> 00:11:27,854 Because I was wearing my gold shoes. 199 00:11:27,938 --> 00:11:30,732 And I turn around, only to find the hottest guy on earth. 200 00:11:30,816 --> 00:11:32,901 And we smile at each other, 201 00:11:32,984 --> 00:11:34,986 And I keep walking to meet my friend, 202 00:11:35,070 --> 00:11:36,923 and I tell her, "We have to get back to this bar, 203 00:11:36,947 --> 00:11:38,466 someone just yelled 'shiny shoes' at me." 204 00:11:38,490 --> 00:11:42,744 So we go back, sit down, and I scan the place until I spot him. 205 00:11:42,828 --> 00:11:46,206 Then I call out, "Shiny shoes!," and he turns to me, 206 00:11:46,289 --> 00:11:48,625 and I signal for him to come over, like this. 207 00:11:48,708 --> 00:11:52,045 He walks up, joins me, and we have the best time together, 208 00:11:52,129 --> 00:11:54,381 and he is the hottest, and the sweetest, 209 00:11:54,464 --> 00:11:56,883 and the smartest ever. 210 00:11:56,967 --> 00:11:58,468 And another friend joins us, 211 00:11:58,552 --> 00:12:00,679 and both my friends tell me in Hebrew, "He's amazing!" 212 00:12:00,762 --> 00:12:02,597 and I'm like, "I know!" 213 00:12:03,598 --> 00:12:06,476 We did lines in the bathroom and he leaned in to kiss me, 214 00:12:06,560 --> 00:12:09,980 and I was like "We can't have our first kiss in the bathroom, 215 00:12:10,063 --> 00:12:12,065 "It's too great of a story to be ruined. 216 00:12:12,149 --> 00:12:13,984 It's like Cinderella 2020." 217 00:12:14,067 --> 00:12:16,445 - Because of the shoes. - Because of the shoes. 218 00:12:16,528 --> 00:12:20,407 Then we went back to my place, and sharing our entire life stories, 219 00:12:20,490 --> 00:12:23,118 and we're enchanted... 220 00:12:24,161 --> 00:12:25,871 And, wow, 221 00:12:25,954 --> 00:12:28,832 you're the most incredible person I've ever met... 222 00:12:30,208 --> 00:12:32,919 and I think I'm in love with you. 223 00:12:34,254 --> 00:12:37,799 And the next day, I couldn't stand the sight of him. 224 00:12:39,176 --> 00:12:42,345 Wow, you're right. We won't go to Sinai. 225 00:12:44,347 --> 00:12:47,392 Well, thanks, gorgeous, what a wild story. 226 00:12:47,476 --> 00:12:49,269 Sure thing. 227 00:12:49,352 --> 00:12:52,314 All right, I should get back to her. See you later. 228 00:12:52,397 --> 00:12:53,648 Bye. 229 00:13:16,087 --> 00:13:20,050 ALL EYES OFF ME 230 00:14:08,765 --> 00:14:10,725 I want to tell you something. 231 00:14:11,726 --> 00:14:13,144 What? 232 00:14:13,228 --> 00:14:15,605 No, don't freak out. It's nothing dramatic. 233 00:14:15,689 --> 00:14:17,732 I just feel like telling you, because I don't think 234 00:14:17,816 --> 00:14:20,151 I've ever loved someone the way I love you. 235 00:14:22,070 --> 00:14:23,070 So? 236 00:14:24,114 --> 00:14:26,241 And it's been weighing on me. 237 00:14:26,324 --> 00:14:27,492 I mean, 238 00:14:27,576 --> 00:14:30,870 it's not weighing on me, it's just sort of... 239 00:14:30,954 --> 00:14:32,789 a secret 240 00:14:32,872 --> 00:14:35,584 that I've never told anyone before. 241 00:14:36,710 --> 00:14:39,629 I feel close to you, 242 00:14:39,713 --> 00:14:42,674 and I've been waiting for a long time, 243 00:14:42,757 --> 00:14:44,634 for the right moment. 244 00:14:46,761 --> 00:14:50,432 And I was telling myself that I'll tell you today, and... 245 00:14:54,060 --> 00:14:58,064 But you can't tell anyone, okay? You have to swear. 246 00:14:59,274 --> 00:15:00,108 Of course. 247 00:15:00,191 --> 00:15:01,776 - I swear. - Okay. 248 00:15:07,949 --> 00:15:10,285 I think I also like guys. 249 00:15:10,368 --> 00:15:11,453 Okay. 250 00:15:13,538 --> 00:15:16,499 But like, not manly men, 251 00:15:16,583 --> 00:15:20,128 - I like guys that are more feminine. - Is that right? 252 00:15:21,921 --> 00:15:24,466 Does it stress you out? 253 00:15:24,549 --> 00:15:27,177 Not at all, but what do you mean by "feminine guys"? 254 00:15:27,260 --> 00:15:30,388 Wait, have you done it with someone? 255 00:15:33,558 --> 00:15:35,727 Yes. 256 00:15:35,810 --> 00:15:37,437 Okay. 257 00:15:39,856 --> 00:15:42,984 So I was in the Philippines with Oded, right? 258 00:15:43,068 --> 00:15:44,319 With him? 259 00:15:44,402 --> 00:15:46,655 No, not Oded. 260 00:15:48,990 --> 00:15:50,450 So... 261 00:15:52,911 --> 00:15:56,623 We went out to this bar one night... 262 00:15:57,791 --> 00:15:59,459 and... 263 00:16:01,753 --> 00:16:03,421 we got insanely drunk. 264 00:16:03,505 --> 00:16:05,131 Like, I was... 265 00:16:05,215 --> 00:16:07,300 I was super drunk. 266 00:16:07,384 --> 00:16:08,384 And... 267 00:16:09,678 --> 00:16:13,139 We danced with these two Filipinas... 268 00:16:14,182 --> 00:16:15,892 and... 269 00:16:15,975 --> 00:16:18,144 at some point 270 00:16:18,228 --> 00:16:21,564 Oded and his Filipina bailed. 271 00:16:21,648 --> 00:16:24,025 I mean separately. 272 00:16:24,109 --> 00:16:26,152 I think he picked up on it. 273 00:16:27,529 --> 00:16:29,447 And... 274 00:16:29,531 --> 00:16:32,200 I stayed with my Filipina. 275 00:16:32,283 --> 00:16:33,660 What was her name? 276 00:16:34,869 --> 00:16:36,162 Angelica. 277 00:16:48,091 --> 00:16:51,428 - And we went to the beach. - Okay. 278 00:16:52,470 --> 00:16:56,474 And we were walking together, she and I. 279 00:16:58,601 --> 00:17:01,312 And I was like looking for the furthest, 280 00:17:01,396 --> 00:17:03,440 darkest place that I could find. 281 00:17:04,482 --> 00:17:07,569 So we were walking for a really, really long time... 282 00:17:08,820 --> 00:17:11,990 and then we got to this pile 283 00:17:12,073 --> 00:17:15,243 of stacked-up folding chairs, made of plastic, 284 00:17:15,326 --> 00:17:16,911 like beach chairs. 285 00:17:19,539 --> 00:17:21,958 We climbed on top of it. 286 00:17:24,502 --> 00:17:28,131 Sort of kissed and made out a little. 287 00:17:30,800 --> 00:17:34,721 And it was nighttime, like it was dark. 288 00:17:34,804 --> 00:17:38,349 Still I was tripping that someone might pass by and see us, 289 00:17:38,433 --> 00:17:42,270 so I told her, "We should leave." 290 00:17:43,521 --> 00:17:46,107 And then we went to her place. 291 00:17:48,359 --> 00:17:50,487 And that's it. 292 00:17:50,570 --> 00:17:52,906 And did you fuck? 293 00:17:52,989 --> 00:17:54,574 Yes. 294 00:17:55,575 --> 00:17:58,203 Did you fuck him? Or did he fuck you? 295 00:17:58,286 --> 00:18:00,246 I fucked her. 296 00:18:01,664 --> 00:18:04,292 She was like really embarrassed about having a dick. 297 00:18:04,375 --> 00:18:07,253 She didn't let me touch it at all. 298 00:18:07,337 --> 00:18:09,506 She was really ashamed. 299 00:18:10,590 --> 00:18:12,550 And how was it? 300 00:18:14,552 --> 00:18:16,429 It was... 301 00:18:21,142 --> 00:18:26,689 She had this strange smell of Filipino cooking all over her house, 302 00:18:26,773 --> 00:18:29,275 of like fried fish. 303 00:18:29,359 --> 00:18:32,737 Because it was almost dawn 304 00:18:32,821 --> 00:18:34,656 and they do this thing in the Philippines. 305 00:18:34,739 --> 00:18:38,368 They deep-fry red mullets first thing in the morning. 306 00:18:40,662 --> 00:18:43,832 And it grossed me out, 307 00:18:43,915 --> 00:18:46,918 her bedsheets, the smell, 308 00:18:48,294 --> 00:18:52,090 the idea of what I was doing. 309 00:18:56,803 --> 00:18:59,097 But it also turned me on. 310 00:19:02,267 --> 00:19:04,477 It felt special. 311 00:19:06,646 --> 00:19:09,190 I really enjoyed it. 312 00:19:14,362 --> 00:19:16,281 Does it stress you out? 313 00:19:17,866 --> 00:19:19,868 Not at all. 314 00:19:19,951 --> 00:19:22,328 I'm really glad you told me. 315 00:19:22,412 --> 00:19:25,164 - It's touching. - Really? 316 00:19:26,165 --> 00:19:28,084 Totally. 317 00:19:28,167 --> 00:19:32,714 I mean, I'm not attracted to manly men... 318 00:19:33,965 --> 00:19:37,927 I'm attracted to the men closest to being a woman, you understand? 319 00:19:44,559 --> 00:19:46,477 I understand. 320 00:19:46,561 --> 00:19:49,105 I'm really glad that you told me. 321 00:19:49,188 --> 00:19:50,815 Me too. 322 00:19:52,984 --> 00:19:55,653 I feel really close to you. 323 00:19:55,737 --> 00:19:57,322 Me too. 324 00:19:59,073 --> 00:20:01,284 You're sweet for telling me and you're so beautiful. 325 00:20:01,367 --> 00:20:03,620 And you have a black thing in your teeth. 326 00:20:03,703 --> 00:20:05,371 Great! 327 00:20:08,207 --> 00:20:09,125 You're pretty. 328 00:20:09,208 --> 00:20:11,586 - You're pretty. - You're pretty. 329 00:20:14,172 --> 00:20:15,840 You're pretty. 330 00:20:25,058 --> 00:20:27,560 Don't let the headmistress catch us. 331 00:20:28,728 --> 00:20:31,606 Okay, but, but don't cum inside, okay? 332 00:20:31,689 --> 00:20:34,067 Yeah, I'm not Cumming. Did you cum? 333 00:20:34,150 --> 00:20:36,235 No but... -Okay, I'm not Cumming. 334 00:20:36,319 --> 00:20:39,864 - Be careful, okay? - But did you cum? 335 00:20:39,948 --> 00:20:41,324 - Did you cum? - No. 336 00:20:41,407 --> 00:20:45,411 Not Cumming. Did you cum? I'm not Cumming. 337 00:20:45,495 --> 00:20:47,038 Did you cum? 338 00:20:51,209 --> 00:20:53,920 No, no, no, no, no, no... 339 00:20:59,050 --> 00:21:01,636 Why did you cum? 340 00:21:01,719 --> 00:21:03,304 No! 341 00:21:04,305 --> 00:21:05,348 No... 342 00:23:53,307 --> 00:23:55,393 You can do it harder. 343 00:23:56,811 --> 00:23:58,104 What? 344 00:23:58,187 --> 00:24:00,064 The choking. 345 00:24:02,316 --> 00:24:05,444 I was afraid you couldn't breathe. 346 00:24:05,528 --> 00:24:08,114 That's the point of choking, you know. 347 00:24:42,523 --> 00:24:44,358 Okay, what else? 348 00:24:48,237 --> 00:24:50,323 What do you mean? 349 00:24:52,325 --> 00:24:54,952 What else do you want me to do? 350 00:25:00,249 --> 00:25:03,336 You can, like, hurt me. 351 00:25:05,713 --> 00:25:08,424 Okay, but what else besides choking? 352 00:25:08,507 --> 00:25:10,426 Slapping? 353 00:25:13,596 --> 00:25:15,223 Sure, that too. 354 00:25:17,225 --> 00:25:19,685 What, like the ass? Or in general? 355 00:25:22,355 --> 00:25:24,607 In general. 356 00:25:24,690 --> 00:25:26,776 Wait, like the face too? 357 00:25:28,986 --> 00:25:29,986 Yeah. 358 00:25:32,573 --> 00:25:34,909 But... not in a half-hearted way. 359 00:25:34,992 --> 00:25:38,579 Choking's worse if you're scared, than not at all, get it? 360 00:25:38,663 --> 00:25:40,164 It's like the opposite of a turn-on. 361 00:25:40,248 --> 00:25:42,166 It's a turn-off when it's done softly. 362 00:25:42,250 --> 00:25:43,542 - Get it? - Yes. 363 00:25:46,295 --> 00:25:47,338 Okay. 364 00:25:53,261 --> 00:25:54,553 What else? 365 00:26:00,851 --> 00:26:02,561 You can... 366 00:26:03,771 --> 00:26:06,023 pull my hair. 367 00:26:06,107 --> 00:26:08,276 Spit on me. 368 00:26:08,359 --> 00:26:11,821 Okay, spit? Actually spit? 369 00:26:11,904 --> 00:26:14,532 Yeah, inside my mouth, a little bit. 370 00:26:14,615 --> 00:26:16,075 Okay. I get it. 371 00:26:16,158 --> 00:26:19,161 - Not a loogey. - Yeah, yeah, got it. 372 00:26:21,372 --> 00:26:24,542 - But, like, whatever you want. - Okay, got it. 373 00:26:27,128 --> 00:26:29,797 - This is really exciting! - Really! 374 00:26:32,216 --> 00:26:34,093 Wait, are you also into that? 375 00:26:35,261 --> 00:26:37,054 Yeah, I think so. 376 00:26:37,138 --> 00:26:39,765 I mean, I've never done it before, but I think so. 377 00:26:42,018 --> 00:26:44,145 I really want us to try it already! 378 00:26:45,479 --> 00:26:47,440 Totally! 379 00:26:47,523 --> 00:26:50,484 Let's order coke and I'll make us caipirinha 380 00:26:50,568 --> 00:26:52,987 and we'll do it tomorrow... 381 00:26:53,070 --> 00:26:55,239 No, I can't do it tomorrow. 382 00:26:55,323 --> 00:26:57,491 Let's schedule for Wednesday? 383 00:27:01,662 --> 00:27:04,874 It's weird to schedule it, isn't it? 384 00:27:04,957 --> 00:27:08,294 Yeah, but I can't just slap you. We need to schedule it. 385 00:27:08,377 --> 00:27:09,462 Right. 386 00:27:09,545 --> 00:27:10,921 Wait a sec. 387 00:27:22,933 --> 00:27:25,686 Okay, Wednesday night works. 388 00:27:25,770 --> 00:27:27,980 I'm sending you a calendar invite. 389 00:27:32,860 --> 00:27:34,403 Blanca! 390 00:27:38,032 --> 00:27:39,492 Blanca. 391 00:27:40,493 --> 00:27:42,036 Hey, Avishag. 392 00:27:42,119 --> 00:27:45,414 - Hey, didn't know you were here. - Yes, I'm just leaving. 393 00:27:45,498 --> 00:27:47,375 - Wait, did you take her out already? - No, no. 394 00:27:47,458 --> 00:27:51,337 I just dropped by to grab a bite between meetings. 395 00:27:51,420 --> 00:27:54,298 - How are you? Everything okay? - Yes. How about you? 396 00:27:54,382 --> 00:27:55,883 All good. 397 00:27:56,884 --> 00:27:59,887 Let me pay you, since we're already both here. 398 00:27:59,970 --> 00:28:01,972 Stop, Blanca, stop! 399 00:28:05,851 --> 00:28:07,019 Thanks. 400 00:28:07,103 --> 00:28:08,938 I have to get a wallet. 401 00:28:11,732 --> 00:28:14,151 - Bye, Avishag. Thanks. - Bye. 402 00:28:14,235 --> 00:28:16,404 Sure thing, bye! 403 00:28:22,243 --> 00:28:23,536 Ruby. 404 00:28:23,619 --> 00:28:24,745 Ruby. 405 00:28:24,829 --> 00:28:26,539 No. No, no, no. Come. 406 00:28:26,622 --> 00:28:28,416 Come. 407 00:28:28,499 --> 00:28:29,667 Get in! 408 00:28:29,750 --> 00:28:31,127 Come on. 409 00:28:31,210 --> 00:28:32,503 Chance! 410 00:28:58,529 --> 00:29:00,156 Morons. 411 00:29:02,450 --> 00:29:03,784 Mikey, come. 412 00:29:06,328 --> 00:29:07,872 Come, come. 413 00:29:31,937 --> 00:29:34,732 Three, two, one... 414 00:29:42,448 --> 00:29:44,825 - What a leopard! - Hello, Tiger! 415 00:29:44,909 --> 00:29:46,827 Hello! 416 00:29:46,911 --> 00:29:48,787 - What's up? - All good. 417 00:29:50,080 --> 00:29:52,249 First of all, I have to say "Wow." 418 00:29:52,333 --> 00:29:54,376 I'm nervous. 419 00:29:54,460 --> 00:29:57,379 And now, "roar" your name at us. 420 00:29:57,463 --> 00:30:01,175 Eden Ben-Zaken. I'm from Kiryat Shemona. 421 00:30:01,258 --> 00:30:03,928 19 years old. 422 00:30:04,011 --> 00:30:06,764 Turn around a sec, give us a twirl! 423 00:30:08,724 --> 00:30:11,143 Listen, that outfit... 424 00:30:11,227 --> 00:30:13,437 30 shekels! 425 00:30:15,064 --> 00:30:16,607 What will you sing? 426 00:30:16,690 --> 00:30:18,859 "Heart" by Christina Aguilera. 427 00:30:18,943 --> 00:30:21,320 - "Hurt"? - "Hurt." 428 00:30:21,403 --> 00:30:24,073 "Hurt." You said "Heart." 429 00:30:24,156 --> 00:30:26,700 - So let's hear you sing. - The stage is all yours. 430 00:30:26,784 --> 00:30:28,285 Good luck. 431 00:32:29,740 --> 00:32:31,283 So adorable! 432 00:33:03,524 --> 00:33:05,526 Avishag? 433 00:33:08,737 --> 00:33:10,531 Avishag! 434 00:33:14,243 --> 00:33:16,036 Avishag! 435 00:33:54,825 --> 00:33:56,952 Max? What the fuck? 436 00:33:57,035 --> 00:33:58,954 I couldn't remember the code. 437 00:33:59,037 --> 00:34:02,416 - How could you not remember? - Dunno, I forgot it. 438 00:34:04,668 --> 00:34:06,837 So you tried to break the door down? 439 00:34:06,920 --> 00:34:09,256 Not break it, I was trying to open it. 440 00:34:09,339 --> 00:34:11,967 What, are you for real?! 441 00:34:12,050 --> 00:34:17,097 You can unlock some doors by leaning against them. 442 00:34:17,181 --> 00:34:19,767 - I wasn't trying to break it. - Max, you were pounding the door. 443 00:34:19,850 --> 00:34:22,019 Really pounding it. 444 00:34:22,102 --> 00:34:24,813 I was outside, I couldn't get in. 445 00:34:24,897 --> 00:34:27,691 So what was I supposed to do? I was trying to come in. 446 00:34:31,361 --> 00:34:33,238 Do you have any lemons? 447 00:34:33,322 --> 00:34:34,656 Yeah. 448 00:34:44,708 --> 00:34:46,585 You can play a different song. 449 00:34:48,086 --> 00:34:50,339 Play a different song. 450 00:34:50,422 --> 00:34:53,008 Wait, I'll play a song I really love. 451 00:34:54,760 --> 00:34:57,721 That reminds me of you. 452 00:34:57,805 --> 00:35:00,015 Okay. 453 00:35:00,098 --> 00:35:01,099 Here. 454 00:35:40,013 --> 00:35:41,932 Want me to translate for you? 455 00:35:42,015 --> 00:35:44,434 - Of course. - Okay. 456 00:35:45,435 --> 00:35:47,771 It's... 457 00:35:47,855 --> 00:35:51,817 "On the phone there's your voice, and words that aren't mine... 458 00:35:54,444 --> 00:35:58,031 "They're terrifying, when they aren't funny 459 00:35:58,115 --> 00:36:00,742 "As they've appeared in 460 00:36:00,826 --> 00:36:02,744 "films, songs 461 00:36:02,828 --> 00:36:05,914 "I want to say those words to you 462 00:36:05,998 --> 00:36:08,250 "I want to live them 463 00:36:10,252 --> 00:36:13,255 "Wait for me, I'm coming... 464 00:36:15,632 --> 00:36:21,221 "Prepare your time for me, You have all of mine 465 00:36:21,305 --> 00:36:25,350 "I need to get there, I'm staying 466 00:36:25,434 --> 00:36:27,185 "I hate myself 467 00:36:30,147 --> 00:36:32,482 "I would like to get there 468 00:36:32,566 --> 00:36:34,276 "But I can't 469 00:36:36,695 --> 00:36:39,615 "I should speak to you 470 00:36:39,698 --> 00:36:42,618 "I should get to you 471 00:36:42,701 --> 00:36:45,162 "Or should I go to sleep? 472 00:36:51,835 --> 00:36:54,671 "I'm afraid that you're deaf 473 00:36:54,755 --> 00:36:57,382 "I fear that you're a coward 474 00:36:57,466 --> 00:37:00,844 "I fear that I may be too invasive 475 00:37:03,263 --> 00:37:06,516 "I cannot tell you that I love you 476 00:37:06,600 --> 00:37:08,435 "Maybe 477 00:37:08,518 --> 00:37:12,022 "But if one day, you'll think that you love me 478 00:37:16,109 --> 00:37:19,237 "Run, run, run to me 479 00:37:19,321 --> 00:37:21,531 "Until you are out of breath 480 00:37:23,700 --> 00:37:24,868 "And find me 481 00:37:24,952 --> 00:37:28,288 "If one day, you'll think that you love me 482 00:37:28,372 --> 00:37:31,333 "Even if every path 483 00:37:31,416 --> 00:37:33,627 "Leads somewhere unknown 484 00:37:33,710 --> 00:37:36,213 "Come find me 485 00:37:39,174 --> 00:37:42,177 "If the nausea of life 486 00:37:42,260 --> 00:37:45,013 "Goes through you 487 00:37:46,223 --> 00:37:50,143 "If the exhaustion of existence, lies within you 488 00:37:51,687 --> 00:37:54,523 "Think of me 489 00:37:54,606 --> 00:37:57,359 "Think of me 490 00:37:57,442 --> 00:38:00,654 "But if... 491 00:38:00,737 --> 00:38:04,157 "One day you'll think you love me 492 00:38:04,241 --> 00:38:07,119 "Don't consider it a problem 493 00:38:08,495 --> 00:38:12,165 "Run, run, run to me, run until you are out of breath 494 00:38:12,249 --> 00:38:14,876 "Come and find me! 495 00:38:14,960 --> 00:38:18,422 "If one day you'll think you love me 496 00:38:19,631 --> 00:38:21,967 "Don't wait a single day 497 00:38:22,050 --> 00:38:24,177 "Not a single week 498 00:38:25,721 --> 00:38:28,598 "You never know where life may lead you 499 00:38:29,850 --> 00:38:31,935 "Come and find me 500 00:38:33,020 --> 00:38:35,605 "If the nausea of life 501 00:38:35,689 --> 00:38:38,525 "Infiltrates you 502 00:38:38,608 --> 00:38:41,611 "If the exhaustion of existence 503 00:38:41,695 --> 00:38:43,822 "Lies within you 504 00:38:43,905 --> 00:38:46,116 "Think of me 505 00:38:46,199 --> 00:38:49,828 "Think of me 506 00:38:51,204 --> 00:38:53,540 "But if... 507 00:39:23,737 --> 00:39:25,989 That's really beautiful. 508 00:39:26,073 --> 00:39:30,035 I'm jealous that you speak French, you motherfucker. 509 00:39:34,206 --> 00:39:38,376 - I really do love you, Avishag. - I know. 510 00:39:44,299 --> 00:39:46,885 When I was living in Paris... 511 00:39:47,928 --> 00:39:49,679 I was... 512 00:39:49,763 --> 00:39:52,891 One day I was walking around the Metro. 513 00:39:52,974 --> 00:39:57,020 It was pretty late, like around midnight. 514 00:39:57,104 --> 00:39:58,855 And... 515 00:39:58,939 --> 00:40:04,778 a beggar sat there at the station, this old homeless guy. 516 00:40:04,861 --> 00:40:08,657 And I gave him some change, and said "Bonne nuit, mec!" 517 00:40:08,740 --> 00:40:13,620 That's French for "Goodnight, dude!" 518 00:40:13,703 --> 00:40:16,331 And then the homeless guy goes, 519 00:40:16,414 --> 00:40:18,875 "Je ne suis pas mec. Je suis monsieur!" 520 00:40:19,918 --> 00:40:22,170 You understand? 521 00:40:22,254 --> 00:40:27,175 This guy has no leg, it's midnight at the Metro station, 522 00:40:27,259 --> 00:40:30,178 but he's a "Monsieur." 523 00:40:31,805 --> 00:40:35,016 I think it's amazing. That's what's great about the French. 524 00:40:40,147 --> 00:40:41,314 Tell me, 525 00:40:41,398 --> 00:40:44,484 do you think that at some point in your life, 526 00:40:44,568 --> 00:40:46,987 you'll want to have kids? 527 00:40:49,239 --> 00:40:51,324 I dunno. 528 00:40:53,827 --> 00:40:57,247 It's hard to say whether I'll want to. 529 00:41:00,167 --> 00:41:03,295 "Want" exists in the present, not in the future tense. 530 00:41:03,378 --> 00:41:05,922 Right now, it's not something I want. 531 00:41:06,006 --> 00:41:07,883 Me neither. 532 00:41:07,966 --> 00:41:11,178 Does it stress you out that I'm asking? 533 00:41:11,261 --> 00:41:12,762 No. 534 00:41:12,846 --> 00:41:16,766 Does it stress you out that I'm not stressed out? 535 00:41:16,850 --> 00:41:18,226 No. 536 00:43:27,480 --> 00:43:30,233 - Like that? - Harder. 537 00:43:30,317 --> 00:43:31,484 Okay. 538 00:43:40,118 --> 00:43:41,411 Harder. 539 00:43:41,494 --> 00:43:43,163 - Harder? - Yeah. 540 00:44:06,102 --> 00:44:07,145 Wait. 541 00:44:10,899 --> 00:44:13,109 - Are you my whore? - Yeah. 542 00:44:15,111 --> 00:44:17,614 - You like being my whore? - Yeah. 543 00:44:20,116 --> 00:44:21,659 - Does this feel good? - Yeah. 544 00:44:24,621 --> 00:44:26,915 Open your mouth. Open your mouth. 545 00:44:48,228 --> 00:44:50,438 Wait, wait, wait, I need a second to breathe. 546 00:44:50,522 --> 00:44:52,440 Wait. Wait. Wait. 547 00:45:00,907 --> 00:45:03,034 - Are you all right? - Yeah. 548 00:45:10,125 --> 00:45:11,626 Come to me. 549 00:45:13,920 --> 00:45:15,713 Come to me, everything all right. 550 00:45:17,424 --> 00:45:18,800 Come to me. 551 00:45:23,304 --> 00:45:25,890 Don't worry, everything is all right. 552 00:45:25,974 --> 00:45:27,684 Everything is fine. 553 00:45:38,111 --> 00:45:39,946 Everything is all right. 554 00:45:41,281 --> 00:45:43,324 Everything is all right. 555 00:45:49,914 --> 00:45:51,791 Everything is all right. 556 00:45:53,334 --> 00:45:55,545 Look at me. 557 00:46:16,983 --> 00:46:18,443 Look at me. 558 00:48:36,414 --> 00:48:39,667 - You up? Want coffee? - No, thanks. 559 00:48:58,478 --> 00:49:01,939 Baby, you've got some bruises. 560 00:49:02,023 --> 00:49:04,692 Nah, you can barely tell. 561 00:49:04,776 --> 00:49:07,445 Fuck. We kinda overdid it yesterday, huh? 562 00:49:07,528 --> 00:49:09,405 - Kinda. - Let me see. 563 00:49:11,199 --> 00:49:13,618 - Did you enjoy it though? - Yes. 564 00:49:15,286 --> 00:49:17,664 And you're good? 565 00:49:17,747 --> 00:49:20,500 Yeah, I'm just a little tired. 566 00:49:23,836 --> 00:49:25,922 But you don't seem like you're good. 567 00:49:26,005 --> 00:49:28,132 Want me to stay? Cancel my shift? 568 00:49:28,216 --> 00:49:30,134 No, no, no. I'm just going back to sleep. 569 00:49:30,218 --> 00:49:33,096 Max, I'm good. I'll just go back to sleep. 570 00:49:38,476 --> 00:49:39,936 Go. I'm going back to sleep. 571 00:49:45,441 --> 00:49:48,194 - I'll call you when I can. - Okay. 572 00:49:58,121 --> 00:50:00,373 Avishag, I wanted to ask if you were interested. 573 00:50:00,456 --> 00:50:03,584 I'm driving to my mother's tonight, she's having an operation, 574 00:50:03,668 --> 00:50:05,837 I wanted to ask if you were interested 575 00:50:05,920 --> 00:50:08,297 in watching Blanca at my place until this evening? 576 00:50:08,381 --> 00:50:10,675 Because I'll be back late, 577 00:50:10,758 --> 00:50:15,012 I don't want to leave her alone, she tears the house up when I'm gone. 578 00:50:15,096 --> 00:50:17,265 I need to find her a trainer. 579 00:50:17,348 --> 00:50:22,311 In any case, I know this might be too much to ask. 580 00:50:22,395 --> 00:50:26,441 Let me know if you're free and interested, 581 00:50:26,524 --> 00:50:29,068 I'll pay by the hour. 582 00:52:31,440 --> 00:52:33,484 MAX 583 00:55:17,940 --> 00:55:21,694 It's been a long time 584 00:55:21,777 --> 00:55:28,659 since anybody has waited for me out there 585 00:55:28,743 --> 00:55:30,995 And if there's no sea 586 00:55:33,164 --> 00:55:36,959 Then there's no ship either 587 00:55:37,960 --> 00:55:43,382 The path shortened, the circle tightened 588 00:55:45,551 --> 00:55:47,887 Well, what then? 589 00:55:49,430 --> 00:55:52,349 Another week... 590 00:55:55,269 --> 00:56:00,649 another month, another year... 591 00:56:11,994 --> 00:56:13,746 After I die 592 00:56:13,829 --> 00:56:19,502 Something in the world would still remain 593 00:56:19,585 --> 00:56:23,631 Someone would love another 594 00:56:23,714 --> 00:56:26,550 Someone would hate 595 00:56:28,260 --> 00:56:31,514 The path shortened 596 00:56:31,597 --> 00:56:35,935 The score unsettled 597 00:56:36,018 --> 00:56:37,853 Well, what then? 598 00:56:39,814 --> 00:56:42,942 Another week. 599 00:56:45,528 --> 00:56:51,325 Another month, another year... 600 00:57:17,977 --> 00:57:21,730 The path shortened... 601 00:57:26,318 --> 00:57:33,701 The dew settles, the chill of night across my face 602 00:57:33,784 --> 00:57:37,621 At the nearby crossroad 603 00:57:37,705 --> 00:57:42,626 that same station 604 00:57:42,710 --> 00:57:46,005 Tomorrow I shall wake 605 00:57:46,088 --> 00:57:50,050 and open my eyes 606 00:57:50,134 --> 00:57:54,305 Dear God 607 00:57:54,388 --> 00:57:57,474 Another week... 608 00:58:00,227 --> 00:58:06,233 Another month, another year... 609 00:58:08,319 --> 00:58:12,072 It's been a long time 610 00:58:12,156 --> 00:58:19,455 Since anybody has waited for me out there 611 00:58:19,538 --> 00:58:22,416 And if there's no sea 612 00:58:23,584 --> 00:58:26,629 Then there's no ship either... 613 00:58:26,712 --> 00:58:27,713 Shit. 614 00:58:28,964 --> 00:58:33,802 The path shortened The circle tightened 615 00:58:36,305 --> 00:58:38,641 Well, what then? 616 00:58:40,184 --> 00:58:43,103 Another week... 617 00:59:22,643 --> 00:59:24,353 17 MISSED CALLS. 618 00:59:24,436 --> 00:59:28,023 HI AVISHAG, THANKS FOR TODAY. GOOD NIGHT! 619 01:03:32,434 --> 01:03:33,519 Hi. 620 01:03:35,062 --> 01:03:37,773 - Good morning. - Good morning. 621 01:03:39,066 --> 01:03:43,904 - I'm sorry, I fell asleep. - It's all good. 622 01:03:43,987 --> 01:03:45,697 Would you like some coffee? 623 01:03:45,781 --> 01:03:49,910 - I can give you a lift home. - Yes, thank you. 624 01:03:49,993 --> 01:03:51,161 Sure. 625 01:03:52,371 --> 01:03:55,123 Thanks for watching her. It really helped me out. 626 01:03:57,084 --> 01:03:58,627 Sure thing. 627 01:04:16,061 --> 01:04:18,647 - Do you make honey? - No. 628 01:04:18,730 --> 01:04:20,691 - What happened to you there? - Nothing. 629 01:04:20,774 --> 01:04:23,318 Then what are the beehives for? 630 01:04:23,402 --> 01:04:25,404 I keep bees. 631 01:04:26,530 --> 01:04:28,991 As pets? 632 01:04:29,074 --> 01:04:30,576 Sort of. 633 01:04:35,872 --> 01:04:38,750 Is your mom doing okay? 634 01:04:38,834 --> 01:04:40,544 Yes. 635 01:04:40,627 --> 01:04:42,629 It's nothing serious. 636 01:04:43,630 --> 01:04:47,092 A bone in her foot was sticking out... 637 01:04:48,760 --> 01:04:50,887 and she couldn't wear shoes because of the pain. 638 01:04:50,971 --> 01:04:52,097 So they cut it off. 639 01:04:52,180 --> 01:04:55,434 I mean the bone. They removed some of it. 640 01:04:55,517 --> 01:04:57,311 And she's in a great deal of pain, 641 01:04:57,394 --> 01:05:01,273 but it's fine, the operation was successful, now she has to recover. 642 01:05:01,356 --> 01:05:04,693 - So she's fine. - Yes, yes. 643 01:05:04,776 --> 01:05:06,570 And how are you? 644 01:05:08,905 --> 01:05:11,116 I had a terrible day, actually. 645 01:05:12,784 --> 01:05:15,203 I'm sorry to hear. 646 01:05:15,287 --> 01:05:17,664 You're a sweetheart. 647 01:05:17,748 --> 01:05:19,166 It's fine. 648 01:05:19,249 --> 01:05:21,501 Are you close with your parents? 649 01:05:22,961 --> 01:05:24,796 In a way. 650 01:05:24,880 --> 01:05:25,922 I mean, they... 651 01:05:28,842 --> 01:05:31,845 They're very religious, so in a way. 652 01:05:33,180 --> 01:05:34,389 And you're not? 653 01:05:35,390 --> 01:05:37,934 No. No. 654 01:05:38,018 --> 01:05:39,895 When did they realize that you weren't? 655 01:05:42,481 --> 01:05:43,523 Wow. 656 01:05:46,652 --> 01:05:48,320 I'd forgotten about this. 657 01:05:52,032 --> 01:05:54,076 Once, I swallowed... 658 01:05:54,159 --> 01:05:55,911 Do you know what acetone is? 659 01:05:56,912 --> 01:06:00,248 Of course I know what acetone is. It's nail polish remover. 660 01:06:00,332 --> 01:06:02,501 So I drank acetone. 661 01:06:02,584 --> 01:06:04,378 Why? 662 01:06:05,462 --> 01:06:06,963 I was in... 663 01:06:07,047 --> 01:06:09,800 I mean I was applying to this yeshiva in Jerusalem, 664 01:06:09,883 --> 01:06:13,261 Mercaz Ha-Rav Yeshiva. It's the most prestigious yeshiva. 665 01:06:13,345 --> 01:06:17,974 It only accepts straight-A students or sons of rabbis. 666 01:06:19,476 --> 01:06:22,145 I took lots of tests, got accepted, 667 01:06:22,229 --> 01:06:25,982 it was a big deal, my acceptance, everybody knew about it. 668 01:06:26,066 --> 01:06:29,903 - And when I got there... - How old were you? 669 01:06:29,986 --> 01:06:32,739 14, I think. 670 01:06:32,823 --> 01:06:35,075 Yeah, 14. 671 01:06:36,410 --> 01:06:38,704 And when I got there, I realized everything was pitiful. 672 01:06:38,787 --> 01:06:43,083 That it all seemed like an orphanage straight out of a Charles Dickens novel. 673 01:06:43,166 --> 01:06:45,502 I wanted to leave. From the moment I arrived, 674 01:06:45,585 --> 01:06:48,255 I knew I had to get out of there. 675 01:06:49,715 --> 01:06:52,801 So I called my parents, talked to my dad, 676 01:06:52,884 --> 01:06:54,970 whispered, so not to be heard. 677 01:06:55,053 --> 01:06:58,306 I said, "Dad, I don't want to be here anymore." 678 01:06:59,307 --> 01:07:00,767 And he went crazy. 679 01:07:00,851 --> 01:07:04,646 He was mad that I had the nerve to even think of leaving. 680 01:07:04,730 --> 01:07:06,523 So I drank acetone. 681 01:07:07,858 --> 01:07:10,360 What did you think was going to happen? 682 01:07:11,486 --> 01:07:15,157 I thought that maybe I wouldn't feel well. 683 01:07:15,240 --> 01:07:17,451 I don't know what I was thinking. 684 01:07:17,534 --> 01:07:19,703 All I wanted was not to be there. 685 01:07:19,786 --> 01:07:21,204 And what happened? 686 01:07:23,123 --> 01:07:24,624 Nothing. 687 01:07:24,708 --> 01:07:26,793 It really burned, and I threw up a little. 688 01:07:26,877 --> 01:07:28,795 But nothing happened. 689 01:07:28,879 --> 01:07:31,757 - Funny. - Yeah. 690 01:07:31,840 --> 01:07:33,842 And? 691 01:07:33,925 --> 01:07:35,135 And that's it. 692 01:07:37,137 --> 01:07:41,099 From that point on, it went downhill. 693 01:07:41,183 --> 01:07:44,853 The first ritual I stopped was laying phylacteries. 694 01:07:44,936 --> 01:07:47,856 - Because, why must we lay phylacteries? - Why? 695 01:07:47,939 --> 01:07:51,777 Because its written "And for frontlets between thine eyes..." 696 01:07:51,860 --> 01:07:54,488 - What are "frontlets"? - Exactly. 697 01:07:54,571 --> 01:07:57,532 They tried to figure out what "frontlets" meant, and they had no clue, 698 01:07:57,616 --> 01:07:59,427 so they interpreted it as literally as possible, 699 01:07:59,451 --> 01:08:00,511 "frontlets between thine eyes," 700 01:08:00,535 --> 01:08:03,205 take the Torah and place it between your eyes. 701 01:08:03,288 --> 01:08:05,582 It sounded so ridiculous that I stopped. 702 01:08:05,665 --> 01:08:09,795 At some point, I stopped so many things that I realized it was over. 703 01:08:09,878 --> 01:08:13,381 One day, I left after prayer, looked up to the sky, 704 01:08:13,465 --> 01:08:17,219 I remember a red sunset. 705 01:08:17,302 --> 01:08:19,554 Maybe it's an implanted memory. 706 01:08:21,056 --> 01:08:23,517 In any case, that was the moment. 707 01:08:24,810 --> 01:08:26,353 After that I got very depressed. 708 01:08:26,436 --> 01:08:28,772 I sat in my room for a whole year. 709 01:08:30,023 --> 01:08:33,068 I listened to records and the rest of the time 710 01:08:33,151 --> 01:08:36,279 I would walk around the Yeshiva asking people 711 01:08:36,363 --> 01:08:38,281 why they don't kill themselves. 712 01:08:43,620 --> 01:08:45,413 Shall we? 713 01:08:46,498 --> 01:08:47,749 Tell me... 714 01:08:48,834 --> 01:08:52,003 why is there a painting of a dead dog over your bed? 715 01:08:53,046 --> 01:08:56,550 It's my friend's piece, who's a famous artist. 716 01:08:56,633 --> 01:09:00,303 It's worth a lot of money and he gave it to me as a gift. 717 01:09:00,387 --> 01:09:02,973 Okay. And do you like it? 718 01:09:03,056 --> 01:09:04,808 It was a gift. 719 01:09:04,891 --> 01:09:08,562 Yeah, but you have a portrait of a dead dog hanging over your bed. 720 01:09:10,063 --> 01:09:12,858 Yes. That's right. 721 01:09:14,276 --> 01:09:16,528 Maybe I should take it down. 722 01:09:17,904 --> 01:09:20,490 - It is peculiar. - Yes. 723 01:09:22,909 --> 01:09:24,995 I really like your house, though. 724 01:09:25,078 --> 01:09:28,957 I mean, besides the dog painting. I like it a lot. 725 01:09:29,040 --> 01:09:31,209 And I listened to a record yesterday. 726 01:09:31,293 --> 01:09:33,086 Did something happen? 727 01:09:34,546 --> 01:09:36,506 Why do you ask? 728 01:09:37,966 --> 01:09:39,801 Because I'm asking. 729 01:09:43,638 --> 01:09:46,141 Could I use your shower? 730 01:09:47,976 --> 01:09:50,770 I feel like I need to shower. 731 01:09:50,854 --> 01:09:52,981 Is it okay if I use your shower? 732 01:09:53,064 --> 01:09:56,651 - Sure. - Where? Where is it? 733 01:09:57,819 --> 01:09:59,654 Okay. 734 01:10:19,466 --> 01:10:21,801 No, no, Blanca! No! 735 01:10:21,885 --> 01:10:23,511 Blanca, drop it! 736 01:10:23,595 --> 01:10:25,347 Drop it! 737 01:10:27,515 --> 01:10:29,684 Drop it! No! 738 01:10:29,768 --> 01:10:32,938 - Could I borrow a shirt? - She chewed up your shoe! 739 01:10:34,230 --> 01:10:35,106 Oh, bummer. 740 01:10:35,190 --> 01:10:37,734 I'm so sorry, I'll buy you a new one. 741 01:10:41,780 --> 01:10:45,241 - It's fine, no worries. - I can't deal with her anymore. 742 01:10:45,325 --> 01:10:46,868 Why don't you let her out? 743 01:10:46,952 --> 01:10:48,662 Because she starts barking when she's out. 744 01:10:48,745 --> 01:10:52,040 - So? She's a dog. Dogs bark. - Drop it. Drop it! 745 01:10:52,123 --> 01:10:54,000 - Really, it's all good. - Drop it! 746 01:10:54,084 --> 01:10:56,920 Really. It's fine. 747 01:10:57,003 --> 01:11:00,090 Grab your bag. Grab your things, so she can't get to them. 748 01:11:01,091 --> 01:11:02,676 No, I'll put them away. 749 01:11:08,431 --> 01:11:12,102 I'll put it here. She won't get them there. 750 01:11:12,185 --> 01:11:15,188 I truly apologize, I take full responsibility, okay? 751 01:11:16,106 --> 01:11:17,106 Okay. 752 01:11:36,209 --> 01:11:37,460 Are you hungry? 753 01:11:38,461 --> 01:11:40,255 No, thanks. 754 01:11:59,899 --> 01:12:02,736 - Do you cook? - No. 755 01:12:03,737 --> 01:12:05,196 Then what do you do? 756 01:12:06,489 --> 01:12:08,658 What do I do? I eat out. 757 01:12:08,742 --> 01:12:10,952 Sometimes I cook. 758 01:12:11,036 --> 01:12:13,788 - What? - Basic things. 759 01:12:13,872 --> 01:12:17,667 - What?! - Pasta, breaded chicken. 760 01:12:17,751 --> 01:12:18,751 Oh. 761 01:12:19,794 --> 01:12:21,254 But how come you can't cook? 762 01:12:21,337 --> 01:12:24,841 You seem like a person who would know how to cook. 763 01:12:24,924 --> 01:12:27,886 Because I grew up in a Kibbutz. We didn't have a kitchen at home. 764 01:12:27,969 --> 01:12:28,970 No way. 765 01:12:29,054 --> 01:12:32,515 Yeah, we had this little counter with a sink. 766 01:12:32,599 --> 01:12:35,727 We didn't have a kitchen. I've never seen my mother cook. 767 01:12:35,810 --> 01:12:37,145 Really. 768 01:13:02,087 --> 01:13:04,839 Do you remember what I wore today? 769 01:13:04,923 --> 01:13:08,551 - What? - Do you remember what I was wearing? 770 01:13:12,180 --> 01:13:14,265 What? When? Just now? 771 01:13:20,730 --> 01:13:22,357 A dress, or... 772 01:13:23,358 --> 01:13:25,693 white overalls. 773 01:13:26,986 --> 01:13:29,572 - Right. - Yes. 774 01:13:29,656 --> 01:13:32,367 Do you remember details? 775 01:13:36,246 --> 01:13:37,872 I think, 776 01:13:37,956 --> 01:13:39,290 something red. 777 01:13:41,793 --> 01:13:43,086 That's right. 778 01:13:44,087 --> 01:13:47,173 What was I wearing when we last saw each other? Remember? 779 01:13:50,468 --> 01:13:51,636 No. 780 01:13:53,429 --> 01:13:55,014 I do. 781 01:13:56,516 --> 01:13:58,518 You were wearing shorts. 782 01:13:59,602 --> 01:14:01,980 That's right, because I came straight from work. 783 01:14:02,063 --> 01:14:04,983 Right. Usually you wear pants. 784 01:14:05,066 --> 01:14:06,651 Yes, that's true. 785 01:14:06,734 --> 01:14:09,529 But it actually looked nice, your Bermuda shorts. 786 01:14:09,612 --> 01:14:13,658 And you were also wearing a light colored button-down shirt. 787 01:14:13,741 --> 01:14:16,119 It seemed like you were on vacation. 788 01:14:16,202 --> 01:14:21,875 And you were sweating, you had these big underarm circles. 789 01:14:21,958 --> 01:14:25,587 But it was beautiful, like the sweat of a tourist on vacation 790 01:14:25,670 --> 01:14:29,549 whose sweating because he is not used to the local weather. 791 01:14:31,426 --> 01:14:33,344 You're such a sweetheart. 792 01:14:46,733 --> 01:14:48,026 What? 793 01:14:51,404 --> 01:14:53,865 I'm really attracted to you. 794 01:14:56,201 --> 01:14:58,703 I don't understand why. 795 01:15:01,748 --> 01:15:03,082 Because. 796 01:16:20,576 --> 01:16:22,537 Let's go to my bed? 797 01:16:24,163 --> 01:16:27,792 You're funny, "my bed." 798 01:17:30,396 --> 01:17:32,899 Do you like my body? 799 01:17:34,359 --> 01:17:35,526 Yeah. 800 01:17:36,569 --> 01:17:38,237 You like my belly? 801 01:17:39,489 --> 01:17:40,990 Yeah. 802 01:17:42,325 --> 01:17:44,035 It's not fat? 803 01:17:45,953 --> 01:17:47,789 Not at all. 804 01:17:49,374 --> 01:17:51,584 Do you like my legs? 805 01:17:53,211 --> 01:17:54,253 Yes. 806 01:17:58,091 --> 01:18:00,718 And my skin, it's not too pale? 807 01:18:02,762 --> 01:18:04,597 Your skin feels great. 808 01:18:08,184 --> 01:18:09,310 Wait. 809 01:18:17,819 --> 01:18:20,947 Do you find my face pretty? 810 01:18:22,115 --> 01:18:23,533 Very much so. 811 01:18:23,616 --> 01:18:24,951 Everything? 812 01:18:25,952 --> 01:18:26,953 Yes. 813 01:18:29,247 --> 01:18:31,207 Do you like the forehead? 814 01:18:33,459 --> 01:18:36,337 The nose? The ears? 815 01:18:36,421 --> 01:18:37,839 Yes. 816 01:18:46,764 --> 01:18:48,683 So you love me totally? 817 01:18:55,690 --> 01:18:57,066 Yes. 818 01:19:06,117 --> 01:19:07,827 Look at me. 819 01:19:11,330 --> 01:19:12,915 Look at me. 820 01:19:55,625 --> 01:19:57,460 Are you okay? 821 01:20:02,298 --> 01:20:03,883 Yes. 822 01:20:07,011 --> 01:20:08,304 Yes. 823 01:20:10,973 --> 01:20:12,975 I want a cigarette. 824 01:21:31,971 --> 01:21:34,557 Your hair is so soft. 825 01:21:35,558 --> 01:21:38,144 Don't ever wear it up. 826 01:21:38,227 --> 01:21:39,562 Okay. 827 01:21:49,030 --> 01:21:51,616 This day is so incredible. 828 01:21:54,285 --> 01:21:56,954 I've never experienced anything like it, Avishag. 829 01:21:59,081 --> 01:22:01,584 I'll never forget it, for as long as I live. 830 01:22:34,325 --> 01:22:37,078 When did you adopt Blanca? 831 01:22:39,580 --> 01:22:42,333 You don't do well with silence, huh? 832 01:22:44,001 --> 01:22:46,462 Zero capacity to tolerate silence. 833 01:22:48,506 --> 01:22:52,385 Were there women you just lay beside in silence? 834 01:22:52,468 --> 01:22:53,636 Yes. 835 01:22:56,263 --> 01:22:58,140 For how long? 836 01:22:59,975 --> 01:23:01,769 Two, maybe three minutes. 837 01:23:01,852 --> 01:23:04,188 Two, maybe three minutes of being silent? 838 01:23:05,189 --> 01:23:08,693 Yeah. You get comfortable and stay silent, yeah. 839 01:23:08,776 --> 01:23:12,405 And what... what do you do? 840 01:23:14,615 --> 01:23:16,617 You think thoughts. 841 01:23:17,868 --> 01:23:19,370 About each other? 842 01:23:20,371 --> 01:23:23,124 General thoughts. 843 01:23:23,207 --> 01:23:25,042 I want to try it too. 844 01:23:27,545 --> 01:23:30,756 I'll get comfortable and stay silent for a whole minute. 845 01:23:32,049 --> 01:23:33,426 Wait. 846 01:24:12,882 --> 01:24:14,884 No, no kissing. 847 01:24:14,967 --> 01:24:17,386 - Kissing isn't allowed? - No. 848 01:24:17,470 --> 01:24:19,680 Kissing is a distraction. 849 01:24:19,764 --> 01:24:21,766 Reset.